so i do not feel like doing the whole emotionaly draining, lets-put-all-of-my-deep-and-personal-feelings-on-my-blog thing today
ah what the hell
i feel alone
who are these strangers that surround me?
Why do i bother to make any haman contact with them at all
i just dont know
_emotiontions rambling around
somedays i feel blissfull
others i just want to punch their heads in
i feel like i am going insane
how do i save myself from this state i find myself in?
i want it to go away
all of it
every annoying immature comment, every moment i sit around waiting for that sms, the simple human contact
i want every "are you okay?'" to just simply fuck off
or should i rather say the lack of the "are you okay?"
i want the mixed signals and i love you's to just leave
take me away from here
ah well i think thats enough complaining for today
it seems the only times i find myself inspired are when im horny or annoyed.
quite sad isnt it?