today is just one of those days
where you just let go and admit the truth.
the truth you have always known but were too afraid to admit.
i havnt posted anything in a while. i was uninspired. or maybe i was too cowardice to let my creativity flow. since i know i have much to say, however i would much rather prefer to keep it all inside.
inside is safe.
i want to escape.like somewhere in the mointains where i can disconnect myself from modern society so a while. that would be nice. for lack of a better word.
somehwere where i can walk.
i want to walk so far that my feet start to bleed
with nothing but the sound of birds and wind.
yes that would be nice.
perchaps then i would find peace within.
perhaps then i could make sense of the chaos in my mind
perhaps then i could let go.